“I am a changed individual and now I hope to have this trip as the beginning – the beginning of my service to children”
We’ve all heard about the necessity to help others in need. However, despite this constant reminder by parents, TV,
etc, a reminder was all it really was – until I heard about the Coalition.
At first my parents had shut the idea down by claiming it was just not realistic, but months later I simply knew I
just needed to do this. This was one of the first times I set a goal – and no matter what the obstacles, I would
succeed. I always found myself craving more – not truly appreciating what I did have. After having my mom quite
ill last year, having her survive was a pure miracle. From that experience I had hoped that I would obtain a greater
appreciation for my family, friends, etc. Unfortunately, I again found myself in the same predicament as before –
always wanting more. However, I can now truly say that being a part of this experience, I now realize I have so
much to be grateful for.
Before beginning this trip – I was absolutely terrified; how would I react to the kids? Would I be able to be as
strong as they are? Shortly after arriving I realized this is exactly where I needed to be, and it has changed my life
forever.
Meeting our first dreamer – Paulina – I was very uneasy. However on leaving, I felt a feeling I have never
experienced before. To see these kids so strong – so full of power to fight – they are my true heroes. With each
child I began to realize that in their short years of life they have suffered more than I could ever imagine – but yet
they still find the courage every morning to fight against their unfair and cruel diseases.
I soon discovered that these kids have more fight than anyone else I know. As we began to visit more children I
realized I was becoming more and more attached. I simply couldn’t leave any of their houses without wishing for
more time.
I think one of the most moving experiences of the trip was the expression of the children after they opened their
gift. It’s hard to believe that everyday I check my laptop and cell phone without thinking twice. All of these
luxuries I couldn’t imagine living without – but for these kids my laptop, cell phone and camera was their one
wish. For those few minutes when they were opening their gifts, they were like normal, healthy children. We forgot
about their disease, their pain, their upcoming doctors’ appointments and their months spent in the hospital. For
those precious moments they were just like us.
After leaving each house, despite whether the child was overjoyed with happiness in the form of tears, or simply
too shy to express their real feelings – I left each home feeling an immense amount of happiness and joy. I felt that
in the short time we visited we gave each child hope and strength for the future. I too was given the strength to
move on from this experience, and fight as well, and bring happiness to other children.
Each child affected me an a different way; to dream big, never stop fighting, always have hope and live life to the
fullest. Looking back on this trip I realize that I am a changed individual and now I hope to have this trip as the
beginning – the beginning of my service to children.
The pure joy it brings is irreplaceable and I will never forget the dreamers, the organizers, our chaperones and the
support I received from my family. I now have a tremendous amount of appreciation for how lucky I truly am and I
now realize my duty to these children.
Thank you, my heroes
Love always
Nicole McKenna (18)
PS: To Garry, Kamila, Agata and Ada you are all amazing people. I hope to grow up to be half as amazing as you all.
